Araceli Peralta

Sometimes I make rational decisions because its what I want at the time. Because it is what I see all the other girls wanting and having. I know that its bad to do that but in all honesty I panic and get worried.

Sometimes I feel like I’m pretending that everything is okay. I pretend like stuff doesn’t bother me, but it does.

Sometimes I feel like I know what i want but then when it is given to me, I dont want it at all.

Sometimes I feel so confused that all i wanna do is to do what I want but I don’t because I don’t like hurting others and I don’t want peoples opinions of me.

Then, I ask myself….

Why do I care so much?! I’m only going to be able to be me and that is all i want to be. I don’t strive to be perfect, but I do strive to do my best. I can only be as happy as I can, but to be happy, I have to feel good on the inside and with decsions I make and with the outside of me. I need to just go back to not caring about everyone elses opinion and just do what I want to do. And along the way I’ll figure out who I am, and what I am suppose to do in this world!

xoxo
-cel

Keep amazing me
Keep smiling at me
Keep laughing with me
Keep being there for me
Just promise…to keep being yourself because thats what i adore

(via darlinimlost)

Alexander Roman Carrillo.
He is really one of the greatest people that came into my life. I’ve known him since 6th grade, and he’s still my friend? He’s loyal, And wow..i’m lucky! He’s been there for me through thin and thick. I do not trust people very easily and yet i fully trust him. I never tell people absolutely everything and yet he knows everything about me. He will always tell me the truth, he never lies. He is really goofy, sweet, nice, crazy, truthful, honest, caring, loving, he knows what he wants and where hes going. He’s a great baseball player and an awkward dancer but he has fun with it! We dont hang out that much but whenever we do we have a good time! Theres more i could say… But ill end it saying im glad i met him and im thankful and blessed that he is a huge part in my life as my best friend! I love him!